it’s my 2nd anniversary at work. again, who would’ve thought that i could endure this long in a company?!?! everything’s going alright and as always, i have a huge deficit on my quota that i have yet to catch up. i’ve been thinking of applying for a different position in the company – a more technical job, which i deem to have a more promising career path. however, i need to carefully rethink everything first because i’m gonna have to give up a lot of things if i choose to pursue this. i cannot afford to cave in to my impulsiveness and i don’t want to make any rash decision since we’re talking about a career shift here.

on a different note, i think my lucky stars and planets are aligning. i recently met a guy that i’m really interested in. although, as usual, i’m not sure if he’s interested in me as well but it seems that he does. or am i just assuming again? i don’t even know if we’re dating or not but we’re seeing each other. (there’s a difference between dating and seeing, right?) so after several months, i again have a new “karir.” i’m not exaggeratedly raving about him unlike with the guys i met in the past, though. i think i like him but not too much. i’m not overly into him but i’m into him, nonetheless. i don’t think a lot about him but he still crosses my mind. now, i think that everything’s falling on the right place. i feel that everything’s just enough. i think and feel that everything’s just right. is this it???

and so, i’ll just go with the flow and i’ll keep my fingers crossed. if everything’s gonna work out fine, then great. if not, i’ll shed a bucketful of tears and then move on. i’ll accept anything - good or bad. it’s part of the experience. and as my favorite line goes, “c’est la vie!” =)