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Thursday, June 16, 2005

extreme emotions

i've never felt as disheartened as i am feeling now. i never even thought that it could be such a heavy burden. what my heart feels and what my mind thinks are in synch, which makes it harder for me to cope. i wish my usually rational mind thinks differently than what my heart feels now. it's like i'm in a crevasse where it's impossible to climb out; a deep hollow fissure embedded in both my heart and mind. it's ironic that i feel the weight when i also feel the emptiness. how i wish could creep out of this farce instantaneously and unperturbed, although i'm afraid this will leave a tremendous scar in my heart, soul and ego. nonetheless, i'm thankful - thankful that i'm experiencing this now. that no matter how deviant or abnormal i may be; i am still human and am capable of feeling these extreme, yet normal, emotions after all.

posted by cho at 6/16/2005 12:13:00 AM
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